Saylor Grayson makes herself sick. Literally. The reason why this book was a little better was the unique subject matter. I know it is a topic that is not discussed and I read so much and have never read a character as good as Saylor. From the first chapter you a thrown with no warning into the world of a girl who is in great distress. She causes her own pain and she loves doing it. It is for a variety of reasons. So when she is being kicked out of college for poisoning herself with laxatives, it is home to New Hampshire for Saylor. The psychiatrists call it Munchausen Syndrome.

The family is really important to the story. Read about her parents and her upbringing and it will become clear. Well not really clear, but you get more of a glimpse into the why/when/where aspect of her illness. She gets involved with a wonderful group who have shown her openness and friendship. She has not had any of the before. Drew and his TIDD group were the bright spot in an otherwise tragic encounter. They all have terminal illness and rally together. It is somewhat interesting how she comes to be involved with the group.

Overall a fascinating look at this disorder and how it affects people. I was not too happy with parts of the story, but you need to know this is not something that can be cured overnight. The ramifications have a domino effect on Saylor. In the end there is an end, that I am so thankful for. Lately I have been reading too many books with major cliffhangers. I want to make sure this book is recognized for the unique talent the author has and the research. I know that it was heavily researched. Enjoy! say the All Saylor knows is that when she’s ill, her normally distant mother pays attention and the doctors and nurses make her feel special.